2024
Every moment you discover something about yourself, how you think, what you believe about yourself.
It is like a cloud. Sometimes it passes you without you even knowing it was there. Other times you stop and notice the cloud and then move on. Then other times, you look at the cloud and notice its shape. You take a moment or two to appreciate it and then appreciate the sky in which it floats.
You notice the bird that just flew in front of it and how majestic it is to watch a creature fly and wonder how you could do that.
You notice the grand sun that shines its brilliant beams through it.
It is no longer just a cloud.
It is a grand masterpiece of the cosmos brought to you as a painting of the Earth's plane.
You are the cloud, but you never notice.
It is like a cloud. Sometimes it passes you without you even knowing it was there. Other times you stop and notice the cloud and then move on. Then other times, you look at the cloud and notice its shape. You take a moment or two to appreciate it and then appreciate the sky in which it floats.
You notice the bird that just flew in front of it and how majestic it is to watch a creature fly and wonder how you could do that.
You notice the grand sun that shines its brilliant beams through it.
It is no longer just a cloud.
It is a grand masterpiece of the cosmos brought to you as a painting of the Earth's plane.
You are the cloud, but you never notice.
Churning out material is not art to me. Art encompasses detail, thought whether it be carefree or meticulous. Regardless it is done with simplicity in the detail. Art form has nothing to do with branding/marketing, social media or followers. If it captures the true essence of the artist and also connects somehow to the receiver of the art form then true connection has been made. I listen to Aram Khatchaturian's Andantino. Some might call it a simple melody but when you break down the chords on the piano what fascinates me most is the passage of the sounds. The transition either uplifts or questions one's senses. I hear it. I think about it. I inquire what does this chord sound make me think of? Music is limitless in what you can interpret. It is not a machine. Sound captures essence.
Can you hear the subtle essence of the wind when all is in silence? Do you bother to even notice? Do you notice how strong the rain droplets drop from the sky? Do you know how powerless we can be when those droplets are many -- in thousands and millions? That is life and we on this plane of existence have no clue because we are too busy being busy in order to avoid looking like we are not.
Can you hear the subtle essence of the wind when all is in silence? Do you bother to even notice? Do you notice how strong the rain droplets drop from the sky? Do you know how powerless we can be when those droplets are many -- in thousands and millions? That is life and we on this plane of existence have no clue because we are too busy being busy in order to avoid looking like we are not.
Each day you awake is a new day of the play we are in.
Connection
Have you ever thought about the idea that we share the same space? The sun shines its rays upon me just as it does you. The trees, the ocean, and flowers share the same space as us. That idea alone can turn mundane to rhapsody.
Have you ever thought about the idea that we share the same space? The sun shines its rays upon me just as it does you. The trees, the ocean, and flowers share the same space as us. That idea alone can turn mundane to rhapsody.
A child absorbs everything around them including emotions of those who are close to them. So in early years if there is some form of trauma within the environment the child has already absorbed the scenes and those who are part of that scene. They see and feel these scenes in their cells. Adults are not conscious to know that and assume children know "nothing" or understand nothing about what is going on. That is the biggest fallacy of all.
A child needs nurturing. A child does not need an adult's drama.
Still people wonder why there are major emotional issues as one becomes an adult. That is just one reason.
A child needs nurturing. A child does not need an adult's drama.
Still people wonder why there are major emotional issues as one becomes an adult. That is just one reason.
Ask people why they do certain things. The likely answer is probably that's what "they do" aka conditioning without truly identifying the real reason behind one's actions.
Cross the T's and Dot the I's
In your mind you don't want to lose control. In your mind you've made the perfect plan. You see in your mind you're the hero 'cause you've foreseen all the possibilities and you've got it all set. You've played the games within the rules and now you think because you've played exactly by the rules that the "future" will not be a risk. That is the hilarious cosmic joke...
The more you think that you've crossed all the T's and dotted the I's is the exact reason the trajectory of life brings you to the opposite side of the tipping point. For we only know the content of that which we have been conditioned. There is a far greater game board, much larger than our human mind wants to accept. The rules in which we have played applies to only a micro-centimeter of the game board we play on. That is why there is no such thing as due diligence. That is a concept limited to our scope of thinking. Accept that we only have a limited hard drive that stores knowledge. Our Earthly knowledge is useless in the big picture. No one knows it all. No one has the full understanding no matter how scholarly they seem. That, too, is a grand illusion. We are like micro-cosmic pieces of infinite intelligence that make up the grand pie.
In your mind you don't want to lose control. In your mind you've made the perfect plan. You see in your mind you're the hero 'cause you've foreseen all the possibilities and you've got it all set. You've played the games within the rules and now you think because you've played exactly by the rules that the "future" will not be a risk. That is the hilarious cosmic joke...
The more you think that you've crossed all the T's and dotted the I's is the exact reason the trajectory of life brings you to the opposite side of the tipping point. For we only know the content of that which we have been conditioned. There is a far greater game board, much larger than our human mind wants to accept. The rules in which we have played applies to only a micro-centimeter of the game board we play on. That is why there is no such thing as due diligence. That is a concept limited to our scope of thinking. Accept that we only have a limited hard drive that stores knowledge. Our Earthly knowledge is useless in the big picture. No one knows it all. No one has the full understanding no matter how scholarly they seem. That, too, is a grand illusion. We are like micro-cosmic pieces of infinite intelligence that make up the grand pie.
Solutions
If concepts labeled "solution" actually worked then there would be no conflict. Yet there is still conflict. It could then be deduced that we are looking at solving things of which are not the issue at hand which results in the looping conflict. It could also be deduced that those seen as the authority to make decisions/advice are, in fact, not best suited to make such decisions which again results in looping conflict. It's a looping systemic mechanism.
If concepts labeled "solution" actually worked then there would be no conflict. Yet there is still conflict. It could then be deduced that we are looking at solving things of which are not the issue at hand which results in the looping conflict. It could also be deduced that those seen as the authority to make decisions/advice are, in fact, not best suited to make such decisions which again results in looping conflict. It's a looping systemic mechanism.
Harmony
when outside circumstances seem out of harmony, it is true knowing that within oneself is where the only balance exists. There is no need to find relief from the outside world. Escapism and numbing oneself through outside methods are temporary. Easy fixes are not foundations. They are bandages.
when outside circumstances seem out of harmony, it is true knowing that within oneself is where the only balance exists. There is no need to find relief from the outside world. Escapism and numbing oneself through outside methods are temporary. Easy fixes are not foundations. They are bandages.
Letting Go
Letting go of the things you held onto. The things that you grasped so tightly thinking that it was yours in the first place. Letting go of what what you were “supposed” to be to fit into society.
Letting go of the need to be part of something just so you could be part of something.
Letting go of being fake.
Letting go of competition.
Letting go of needing to be in control.
Letting go of needing to reach perfection.
Letting go of the need to be accepted.
Letting go of drive for ego's purpose.
Letting go of what you thought you were but never really mattered in the end.
Letting go of “being” dictated by the outside world and learning to respect yourself truly by your inner compass and not the outside “influencers.” If you are living your life solely because you were influenced by an “influencer” then that is a whole other story that needs to be dealt with. Influence and influencers are illusory.
If none of this makes sense to you, then it is not time for you.
If you read this again and it makes sense, it is time for you.
Ask yourself: Why is it hard to let go?
Letting go of the things you held onto. The things that you grasped so tightly thinking that it was yours in the first place. Letting go of what what you were “supposed” to be to fit into society.
Letting go of the need to be part of something just so you could be part of something.
Letting go of being fake.
Letting go of competition.
Letting go of needing to be in control.
Letting go of needing to reach perfection.
Letting go of the need to be accepted.
Letting go of drive for ego's purpose.
Letting go of what you thought you were but never really mattered in the end.
Letting go of “being” dictated by the outside world and learning to respect yourself truly by your inner compass and not the outside “influencers.” If you are living your life solely because you were influenced by an “influencer” then that is a whole other story that needs to be dealt with. Influence and influencers are illusory.
If none of this makes sense to you, then it is not time for you.
If you read this again and it makes sense, it is time for you.
Ask yourself: Why is it hard to let go?
After experiencing events of Hurricane Ian (Oct 2022):
Q: What if you lost control of practically everything outside of you? What would happen?
A: Mind would tire and rest for another day when sunlight would graciously appear.
Q: What if you lost control of practically everything outside of you? What would happen?
A: Mind would tire and rest for another day when sunlight would graciously appear.
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How beautiful the branches of the trees sway after a storm. It is as if they are laughing and playing.
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Mr. X: Why do you feel incomplete?
Mr Z: I don't know. Mr. X: What does it mean to feel incomplete? Mr. Z: Something is missing. Mr. X: What is missing? Mr. Z: I don't know. Mr. X: If you don't know what's missing then how would you know if you've found it? |
Seeing Atoms but not with my Eyes
If I can't explain it, I find what I can to show what I saw. This is a good video of what I saw not quite awake/not quite asleep. My eyes were closed. I saw the images perfectly. The atoms tightly packed vibrating like this and getting smaller and smaller. In fact, in my vision the atoms were much more tightly packed, more perfectly symmetrical. There was very little space between the atoms. They did not vibrate individually. They vibrated at the same time, at the same speed. Black and white images. Never still, always moving. (9/5/2023)
If I can't explain it, I find what I can to show what I saw. This is a good video of what I saw not quite awake/not quite asleep. My eyes were closed. I saw the images perfectly. The atoms tightly packed vibrating like this and getting smaller and smaller. In fact, in my vision the atoms were much more tightly packed, more perfectly symmetrical. There was very little space between the atoms. They did not vibrate individually. They vibrated at the same time, at the same speed. Black and white images. Never still, always moving. (9/5/2023)
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I didn't realize there was a "name" for what I see when I close my eyes. (9/6/2023)
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Mr. X: I have a problem.
Mr. Z: Oh yeah?
Mr. X: Yeah, let me tell you about it. It started when...but I realized I also have a solution.
Mr. Z: Oh yeah?!
Mr. X: Yeah, but I'm too lazy to implement it.
Mr. Z: Oh yeah?
Mr. X: Yeah, let me tell you about it. It started when...but I realized I also have a solution.
Mr. Z: Oh yeah?!
Mr. X: Yeah, but I'm too lazy to implement it.
Each day I learn, the more I am proven that <Each person's truth is all a matter of interpretation. The farther one is on the scale of balance, harmony, neutrality then their story will reflect a way that brings them somehow back to zero point. The further one is from illusion the more they are pulled/pushed closer to the core force of "stillness/movement" of fundamental universal law of harmony.>
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I have seen this "image" when I have woken up in the middle of the night. It takes up everything from ceiling to floor wall to wall. It has no boundaries. It is pulsating just like this video shows. I woke up with the realization that our atmosphere environment is made up of this energy field. Our bodies are built as sensory body suits in which we use to interact with this energy field and we perceive that interaction as our senses. It is one thing to read about or someone lectures about it. I see it. It is not a rendering. I see this field just like this video except it is not blue. The space between the energy pulses is transparent but the pulsating energy looks similar to what is seen in the video. However, it is more uniformly perfect and synchronized in its pulses. (September 22, 2023)
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LET GO OF THE GRASP
If you are pushing, reaching, grasping, that means you are going against energetic force. Let the energy direct you as if you are part of a flowing stream. The momentum of the stream is effortlessness. Let go of the push and pull. It is useless, expended energy draining you. Let go of the climb. The mountains will bend for you. Let go of the grasp. (October 5, 2023) Photo: Kurt Wiese 2 Works: Grasping a Piece of Broken Tile he Stretched Over Pushed at the Firebrand, Young Fu of the Upper Yangtze, 1932 |
Q: Why do you keep going back to what you don't prefer?
A: Attachment loop and Fear
A: Attachment loop and Fear
Which direction are you going: Status quo feardom or Higher Evolution?